Every life is difficult whether human or tree or animal a soul born as a human it means he has capability of a human but it doesn't mean the human will live long we call death as our fate and destiny but the truth whether it is a murder or suicide a reason of death is always incapability incapability of endurance and patience a child born with brain is not special because every child is born with brain but the child capable of enduring this cruel world is special and capable of living long . i am not special even though i am handling, i feel the way is not for me because i can't handle the burden , the way looks lonelier than me it seems i have to handle more burden the road seems painful to walk i can't see light nor dark.... i feel worthless to move,to live.. i doesn't wait for anyone even if i am alone and lonely i never look for anyone... i feel my fate is being alone until death !!!