The wrinkles stretched across his face like valleys
Long and shadowed
The years had sculpted and formed his once smooth face like icebergs
Slowly carving their memories
And you better believe that every one of those wrinkles had a story
And was well earned
They all showed the evidence of life
But that doesn't mean he really lived
Those wrinkles
Valleys
Are fault lines
That don't just show what was
But what could have been
The regrets numbered higher than the years on his body
And that was a number he didn't dare count to
But it's what he thought about when he looked in the mirror
The choices he could have made to make those wrinkles tell a different story
Life may be a choose your own adventure book
But unlike the books
We can't skip ahead
And we can't just reread the story when we're done
If we don't like the ending
And now he was wishing that he would have spent a little more time on some of those chapters
Not just to alter the details
But to really savor the feelings
Now he was just left with their residual effects
Lingering
Partial flashbacks
To times when he wasn't afraid to count those years
And the valleys had just started forming
There was a phantom pain on his skin where she used to touch him
He hadn't felt her fire on him in years
But every once in a while he felt a burning sensation on his arm
Goosebumps forming for no reason
Just sparks compared to what he had used to feel
Like there were fragments of her left in him
Trying to remind his wrinkled skin of the way she had used to make him feel
How could he ever forget
She was the only part of his life that he could look back on and have a hard time finding even a single
Regret
Even if the moments hadn't played out quite as perfectly as they had in his head
Their imperfection was made perfect by her being there
A part of them
Just as much as she was a part of him
He had only gotten to see half of the sculpting that the icebergs planned to do to her
And sometimes he'd see her in the mirror
Out of the corner of his eye
He'd try to complete what the icebergs had left unfinished
Molding her like clay with his eyes
Catching her up on where he'd been
Like he had the same wisdom as the gods in how kind the years would have been
He had no doubt that they would have been far kinder to her than they had been to him
She had always been the better looking one
Then
Just as fast as the years had gone
She was gone from the mirror too
And it was just
Him
Her absence left a pain on his heart even stronger than her
Ghost touches
That he felt on his arm
The promise of forever that they had made
Wasn't one that her body had allowed her to keep
But he upheld his end of it
His body wrinkling
While hers decomposed in the grave
And soon
He hoped
He'd join her
Forever
He thought
Didn't just cover this life
But all the lives to follow
He'd find her
And he hoped in one of the lives
Or the afterlife
When he looked in the mirror
He wouldn't be seeing just his wrinkled face
Those icebergs sculpt too masterful of a picture
For it to never be seen to the finish
Icebergs
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CracksFilledWithGold
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Wow!! I absolutely love this! 💜
Emery H.
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Thank you so much! This is one of my favorites I've written :) Much love, Emery