It’s just not fair, how you show them how you are, you show them how you feel, But the only thing they do it’s get mad . They hurt you when they talk You try it , but let’s just better not, They are just loosing my trust, And that hurts me a lot. I want to trust them, I want their help, But what can I say, I don’t want to get helped anymore . I mean , I want you by my side But please don’t , if your not gonna compromise . Even when I speak I think I’m not there , This is making me sick , and that’s just not fair You’re loosing my trust , you truly are, But don’t blame me if you do, actions have consequences, and I just wanna live, I want to live a happy life . I’m trying my best , I’m truly am, But like i said ,your not being fair. and I can’t keep fixing up your mistakes , I can’t keep doing my best , If you keep making me feel depressed. I’m just loosing faith , I want to explain you all , but you don’t let me open myself, I’m just getting bored. Maybe I need to heal , maybe I need to rest , But maybe all I need is my saddens to be expressed . Is not only sadness what I feel , There is anger , there is more , and heal them all alone Is like being in a war . You say I’m just being selfish , but that’s is just not true , im just caring about me , Something that you don’t want to do. I’ve never been selfish with myself, My energy has been always there for you , but never for me , so this it’s the time to heal me you should know that , You should help , But all you do it’s keep pushing me away. So please let me be , let me love myself , so I can grow as I should , I can’t keep teaching you how to be parents, I can’t keep trying to get your help , so please I beg you ,I’m on my knees ,let me be here for myself.