I'm not going to sit 🪑 here and lie and say to my followers I don't really feel this way right now, because I do 😭😭😭 you can pray your prerogative but we all have demons to conquer Allow me to mourn my friend I'm in a bad place for tonight ☠️💀 ⚰️ ⚱️ 🪦🥀 🪰🦟 So Here I Am In a very bad BAD place So close that I can taste it The cold steel 🔪 The tethered rope 🪢 The taste of the pavement 🛣️ The bliss of pills 💊 Comfortably numb 💉 How long do we suffer? It's gonna be okay God's got this Move beyond this I'm here for you NO YOU'RE NOT MOTHER F***ER! Sorry 🪑 So so very sorry But the pain is Overwhelming Don't expect you to Understand Maybe you do So what Changes nothing They call to us COME It's green over here Ethereal No more ☠️ 💀 DEATH!!🔪💉💊🪢🛣️🪑 And 🪑 It's so tempting So very very very ver ver ve ve v v v . . . . 🩸