2 feet of snow outside and I bet I walked 20 miles with my pack to day, started empty. Ten dollars of gambling credit had it up to 14, I left with a seven cent voucher. Loaded up with some food from a place that hands out food for the people that need it . I needed it . Filled up the room a bit with breads and things Went back out with pawn able items Knives tazers badass flashlights and chargeable battery sources. Left with 60 bucks . Back to the hotel room finally. With cigarettes. With a commitment not to drink today ... ...Already bored and want to go pawn more shit. I need money . money money.. Go retrieve items gather, plunder steal find .. It don't matter . I'm just sitting here thinking about all the other things I'd rather be doing .. Because I don't have a drink.