I see a path, it’s golden like the grains of sand that sits before the oceans. I see two paths, I can’t decide. With the uncertainty growing inside my inner thoughts, I become so overwhelmed. like a bird learning to fly for the first time, my wings ain’t strong enough to hold me. I see two birds fly in both directions and perch them self on the poles right at the end of both paths. whispers of past and present speak to me like a banshee that cry’s in the night, I felt fear, I feel pain. it’s life and it’s telling me to surrender with pleasure. with thoughts of self belief relieve my inner shimmer that has become so much thinner. is this me? my pride cried for the purity to take hold and return me to the place I once was. I plead with myself to stop, listen and think. the sky becomes darker as the time passes faster, after all it’s time that heals all. i sigh goodbye then take the opportunity for sympathy to show, outgrow and slow. like a painter who frames his master piece, do we ever fully truly know if it’s finished with his vision or is it hidden? the wildest thoughts fraud my mind blinding the future that forever seems so uncertain, these feeling pass and the light shows beneath me, I take a deep breath, I feel no threats. both birds sing with beauty and cruelty, I chose to see beyond. It’s time to change and build my own path, one I chose happiness to be fearless. no more being oblivious, serious or mysterious. the new steps I take, build with the sands of time them self finally turning the hour glass that once controlled me. this is life, true life and I become me.