Everything has been going smoothly Until yesterday I went to the gym, to get a good work out in Ease my mind of all the could've beens & I guess i should've got up & moved my phone away, from the leaking bottle Now i have no phone, no more hope left in me All of my work is gone & done forever All the time & dedication i put into it Was all done for nothing I've lost hope, it left the same day I lost all of my belongings All of my heart & soul felt work Gone & down the drain How crazy can one be To make a poem out of their reality I'm speaking as if it hasn't happened to me I'm heart broken, I'm lost for words I don't even want to be here When all is lost Who is there with you to pick it back Up & yet, i don't have the funds To put it all back to One A single mother Trying to make ends meet Jobless trying to work from home Writing poetry & Look where it's gotten me I feel bitter, rageless & angry, Oh what has become of me I am lost of words, feeling all the blues I have lost hope, & all the fight of what Is left of me. All my work gone, done in vain All for nothing. ~Nyrobi