Im sorry

im sorry for being me
i wish i had some other life
not being who i am
if i could i would
i would change everything
the drugs and cutting
the fights and drinking

all that hurts you seeing me
all you see in me is drugs
thats who runs my life
i have no say in it
because its true

i'll get help
when i think its time
i'll do it for you
i'll do it for my baby