How to Die part 1

everyone seems to walk away in pairs
hands on my head i pull at my hair

i'm so good at pretending i'm high
only one girl noticed me cry

      First you must know how fucked you really are
      Second you must not have any friends
      Third you must realize how fake the "compassionate" are
      Fourth you must shut your heart closed cos
             there is hope in love

i don't feel like pretending to be happy anymore
cos i know i am the guy no girl is for

a necktie never felt so good...