Lost Inspiration

All I can think of is you
My hearts not broken its shattered its true
What about forever where did it go?
He plays with us like we are his show
You were my thoughts and my dreams
We should run away and live by a stream
I never knew a circle too could be broke
I am getting a big frog in my throat
You shouldn't have left we shouldn't have came
I know our hearts still feel the same
You got me writing these beautiful rhymes
If I could Id turn back time
I wish I had my inspiration back
Now the pen hits paper and it all goes wack
I cant think I can barely see
Why did this have to happen to me?
Maybe happiness isn't in my cards.....
Sorry this poem wont have an end
My inspiration is lost and my heart needs to mend