My eternity alone

Dreaming of this imaginary girl
hoping for her to come
thinking
thinking
thinking
wishing upon a star for some to love me
but that wish will never come
I have prayed before
and the wish comes true...
for about a day or two
but then it disappears
Am I the cause
why
what did I do
what did she see before to make her mind changed
what did all of them see before their mind changed
I wish I could of seen what they saw
but I never will
Am I truly meant to be alone?
my eternity alone?