I do not understand why
Why I would be put through so much grief
I don't understand why I am feeling this way
I know that I've put this all on myself
a sense of hopelessness has began to settle in
I don't know what is to become of me
It's becoming harder to breathe
Should I end it all and leave this world prematurely?
I don't think I could carry through with that idea
My mind tells me to carry on
but my soul is tired, the light is dimming
My heart beats fast, fear sets in
If I go I hope I go quickly
I'm yearning to see you again
Walk with you in all of your greatness
I yearn for your hug, it will rejuvenate my mind, body, and soul
Oh how much I want to go
and leave this Hell on Earth
but I think I should stay here and complete my task
For I will be with you before the day turns black
And I'll be glad that I chose to stay
because there is so much that I want to say
a view of a beach with a building in the background
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, genre: figurative, style: Magic Realism.
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, genre: landscape, style: Romanticism, tags: Mythology, Bank, completition: 1821.
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close-up of a green leaf
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, genre: still life, style: Realism, location: ParisFrance, gallery name: Musée Calvet, Avignon, France, tags: clothing-and-textile, musical-instruments, completition: 1862.
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brown concrete bridge over green trees during daytime
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woman in yellow and black dress
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How to create a diversion
I lost and was amazed
Of how you tricked my foolish heart.
Deceit and then betrayal
You kissed and left me, in the dark.
But did you know, precocious thief,
That truth may alter you
For the wisdom of choice
Goes far too deep
Than clever words untrue.
The quest you took, my dear defeat,
Will question in the end
How vain a soul must
Pain repeat
And on its bliss depend.
I laughed and walked among
Your precious lanes with fiery sparks,
But I felt it all along-
You’d kiss and leave me, in the dark.
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Huw Lougher on Recent Art Market Trends and His Advice for Collectors
Huw Lougher, who founded Lougher Contemporary in 2015, aims to demystify the world of art collecting, which has changed significantly.
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, genre: figurative, style: Art Informel, completition: 1973.
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a stream running through a lush green forest
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Kyle Abraham Faces His Anxieties With ‘Dear Lord, Make Me Beautiful’
In “Dear Lord, Make Me Beautiful,” an evening-length dance, the choreographer considers what scares him but also what it might feel like to have burdens lifted.
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𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞. 𝐏𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮.
Were you thinking of me today
Am i ever what your thinking to say
Do you ever wonder about where i go
Ever wish you were there with me though?
I wonder where you are right now
Am i all alone somehow
No trust in myself
Not looking for help
Just wondering about all the things that were said
Did you mean what you said in my bed
Sorry for putting you there
All i wanted to do was care
Now you are lost and ive gone missing
Was it in my mind you and i were kissing
What have i done did i do it again
Did i fuck it all up to lose another friend
Now can i stop trying
Cause in this house im dying
They give me shit day in day out
All they ever fucking do is shout
Im trying to forgive myself for what ive done
These bruises and cuts have just begun
They settled me down pressed the pain within
Pressed in so deep it broke through the skin
Oh how it burns blood mixed with tears
Of all the pain i held through the years
Im cold weak and lonely
Im not waiting for you to start actin phony
Here we go i take my last breath
Wonder what theyll say now that i left...
