2 months ago
Pressed
Were you thinking of me today
Am i ever what your thinking to say
Do you ever wonder about where i go
Ever wish you were there with me though?
I wonder where you are right now
Am i all alone somehow
No trust in myself
Not looking for help
Just wondering about all the things that were said
Did you mean what you said in my bed
Sorry for putting you there
All i wanted to do was care
Now you are lost and ive gone missing
Was it in my mind you and i were kissing
What have i done did i do it again
Did i fuck it all up to lose another friend
Now can i stop trying
Cause in this house im dying
They give me shit day in day out
All they ever fucking do is shout
Im trying to forgive myself for what ive done
These bruises and cuts have just begun
They settled me down pressed the pain within
Pressed in so deep it broke through the skin
Oh how it burns blood mixed with tears
Of all the pain i held through the years
Im cold weak and lonely
Im not waiting for you to start actin phony
Here we go i take my last breath
Wonder what theyll say now that i left...
Were you thinking of me today
Am i ever what your thinking to say
Do you ever wonder about where i go
Ever wish you were there with me though?
I wonder where you are right now
Am i all alone somehow
No trust in myself
Not looking for help
Just wondering about all the things that were said
Did you mean what you said in my bed
Sorry for putting you there
All i wanted to do was care
Now you are lost and ive gone missing
Was it in my mind you and i were kissing
What have i done did i do it again
Did i fuck it all up to lose another friend
Now can i stop trying
Cause in this house im dying
They give me shit day in day out
All they ever fucking do is shout
Im trying to forgive myself for what ive done
These bruises and cuts have just begun
They settled me down pressed the pain within
Pressed in so deep it broke through the skin
Oh how it burns blood mixed with tears
Of all the pain i held through the years
Im cold weak and lonely
Im not waiting for you to start actin phony
Here we go i take my last breath
Wonder what theyll say now that i left...
2 months ago
Ten Things The Old Writer in Me Should’ve Known
After years of training as a campus journalist and participating in district-level feature writing competitions, I have finally received my score on the first ever paper that I did as a college student ─ a whopping 23/50 written in bright red ink. My freshman self was devastated, and questioned the worth of all the years she took in writing various features that her publication adviser was proud of. “Was that all a joke?” she asked. She threw the paper in the nearest trash bin that she saw as soon as she went home to her dormitory, just as how she threw all the confidence she had in writing.
2 months ago
baby sleeping on black surface
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2 months ago
Luxury buyers reshape the art market, fueling dependence on ultra-wealthy clientele
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2 months ago
Dedicated to You
I don't like to be sad
too much joy
life too short
But now there are so many reasons
death
tears
love
Hidden behind my veil
my veil of joy
but the inside
is an ocean
Emotions pooled
began as a puddle
and grew
and grew and
grew
Overflowing
I wish for a drought
no more rain
drip...drop
But you...
you see this ocean
you swim in it
Joy.
Lightening the burden
drying up the ocean
making me
Happy.
So-Be Merry, it's Christmas ^_^
I don't like to be sad
too much joy
life too short
But now there are so many reasons
death
tears
love
Hidden behind my veil
my veil of joy
but the inside
is an ocean
Emotions pooled
began as a puddle
and grew
and grew and
grew
Overflowing
I wish for a drought
no more rain
drip...drop
But you...
you see this ocean
you swim in it
Joy.
Lightening the burden
drying up the ocean
making me
Happy.
So-Be Merry, it's Christmas ^_^